congratufreakinlations to hannan for getting that role.
we'll be there to see you nanti haha.

im so proud of you,cheh. :)

and dont worry. 'S' is no one lah. XD

im gonna say this again;

gosh,i love jehan miskin's voice,kan amal kan? his voice is like,so sexy lah.haha

believe me;
It is not telling you how I feel that scares me..it's what you'll say back

i need pictures :)
i need a new chatbox.
currently missing; Harith A. sorry for being such a pain in the ass.

i feel like writing something for my members right now.since everyone's writing about the band concert (read angie's post.tersangatlah panjang ;p )

i feel sad,like im just going to burst out crying any minute now.listening to Rascal Flatts doesnt help,no,not at all.

i still remember my first day in band.not clear,but enough to be remembered.when all my friends chose to be in the percussion section,i chose to be a clarinetist instead.and believe me,i dont regret choosing it.never,not in a million years.

i still remember i was bummed about not being able to play.i was a colourguard back then.

there are so many things i wanna talk about but i just cant seem to find the right words to write.

i have to say,i miss being the assistant section leader,working with kamini.remember you called me when i was in Penang just to discuss about the commandments? and i was like,can i call you back?im at the wedding reception ni...all the hardwork.i miss working with you.

i miss having annabelle with us.im grateful to have you as my senior,im grateful for everything you have done for me,everything.thank you so much for that.i miss having late night smsing sessions with you.i have learned a lot about you from that.sorry i kept falling asleep.its just that,you took so long to reply.haha.and im so glad that when i told you about how i felt (you know..) you werent angry with me.really.

being the section leader has been an interesting job for me.i've gained a lot of experience from it.really.this year has been hard,so far.things changed,it wasnt like last year,or the year before,aye?

elisa,thank you for being so supportive.working with you has been great.you never questioned anything and everything i have done,and i really appreciate that.i really respect you.for who you are.a very good person,indeed.

lydia,you're a great player.a very nice one too.i can see how hard you have worked,and i really respect that.i know i like to tease you and everything,but if i have ever said anything to hurt you,im sorry.i didnt mean to.

clare,remember when your mum called me asking whether you can play for concert?haha.from there,i could see how much you wanted to play for concert.i can see how far you would go to get something.i respect you for that,really.your determination amazes me.

pui yee,i believe you can go far.i know you have been working hard.and i know that i have been scolding you a lot,but believe me,its for your own good.you have to work harder,because you will be a senior in a few years and it will be your responsibility to deal with the recruits.

sam,you are a talented player.believe me.i can see that.but you need to stand up more for yourself.give all out if you want something.you and pui yee will be the tunggak of the clarinet section in a few years,and i want you guys to do your best.

chyn thong,god i miss having you in my section.do you know how proud i am when i see you play the percussion instruments? i am so proud of you.and you proved the percussionists wrong,im telling you.but no worries,they are so proud of you.

my saxophone section and my flute section,you all are a bunch of talented people.dont waste all that talent,okay.you guys can go far,really.thanks for being awesome,for listening and all.

i love all of you XD

never give up,okay.i know i have fallen so many times,and at times i just felt like resigning.but i cant just leave you guys like that,it hurts me.when you guys played the 3 songs yesterday,i literally felt like crying.look how far we've come.i wasnt born a leader,but believe me,there is never a day where i dont think of what i can do to make our section better.never.

if you fall,get back up.

selagi im your section leader,i will never let you take the blame for things.i told annabelle this before,i am responsible for any fault my members make.and i will take the blame for it,no questions asked.

i have to thank my friends as well,most of them in the percussion section.ganga,for always bullying me.angie,for being so nice and caring,for supporting and for being as vain as i am,haha,anna,for being so awesome, and kim fong,for being so sweet.

amelia,for being the most awesome person to have a laugh with.remember when we were in the shuttle bus,waiting for the bus to move,and you were on the phone with your mum?haha.and remember when we were on the train to klcc tu?with ms tan all.i will never forget that.

priy and nas,for being so supportive and nice and funny and witty and gay! haha.thanks for being there for me.you know ily guys.

amalina,you're the best.thank you for everything.thank you for being so so so supportive.thanks for caring.you are a beautiful person,inside and out.really.i love you.sayang kau haha

and hannan,you're the greatest friend ever.thank you for always being there.you've helped me up when i've fallen hard on the ground.you were there when i was down.i know how angry you were when i wanted to give up,and thank god,i didnt.you helped me through it.thank you for believing in me.i love you ;) you know i do,kan.

remember last band camp,we couldnt sleep and we were feeling so hungry.and amalina saved the day(night) by acting like james bond (with the turning 360* thing and all) to get the food.that was hilarious.thank god ms c didnt say anything,although i think she knows perfectly well what we have done that night.

and the late night gossiping sessions.i will miss that seriously.i think im not ready to leave school.not yet.not when we are having the time of our lives.no.

and remember last night,when we sang MJ's heal the world? i'll cherish every single moment i have with all of you ;)

i better stop writing now before i start crying.i cant believe how fast time flies.

again,i am so proud of all of you.i am nothing without you guys,seriously :)

what the heck is 459/469? haha

Keane Perfect Symmetry Tour Asia 2009 (Fort Canning Park,S'pore-August 13th),can i go,please?

amalina said something last night/this morning; and its not true,okay.merepek je.so not true!

i dont want to go to school tomorrow.i dont even know what happened at school for the last 2 weeks.i lost track of the all homeworks we're supposed to do and i have forgotten all about my oral.

you know what? im just feeling too lazy and too tired to do anything right now.fullstop.

gahh,concert has officially ended.and it has all paid off,aye? the long hours of practices,the blood,sweat and tears (as hannan would say),everything.

i am going to miss playing west side story ;(

yesterday was awesome,despite all the difficulties we were facing.so many people turned up.and it was just so,overwhelming when Datin Kathleen said that this year's concert was the finest concert ever! :) and the donation...jyeah!! 'nuff said.too bad last night was our last concert (for the form 4s and 5s)

i cant believe we only have one more year in school.how sad is that? and we might not see each other anymore after that.different paths.who knows maybe angie will be going overseas,amelia going to germany (haha) and the rest would be stuck here,who knows kan.

talking about this kind of things makes me sad.dahlah i wanted to cry when they played MJ's You Are Not Alone before the concert last night.

i still cant face the fact that MJ's dead.its so hard to believe,no? he's a legend,he cant die ! he is/was prob the reason we still listen to old songs,aye?and all this news about him being killed by his doctors,aihh.if its true la kan,i dont know what to say.how effin stupid can you be,killing the one and only Michael Jackson?

i have to go.skipping orchest. today.terlupa bawak my cl. home. :)

ps: rest in peace,MJ.may Allah be with you,always :)

pss: i'm so proud of everyone,especially my woodwind members.we rocked! i'm glad you guys had fun! boogie was awesome :)

this post has been deleted.
lets just forgive and forget,shall we?

currently loving Keane's Everybody's Changing.
what a great song :)

check this out.you know the standard 5 girl in SK2? the one who was admitted the other day for having H1N1? well,she has a sister,who unfortunately,goes to my school.and know what's the worst part? people said that she's having a fever and yet she still came for school today.WTF,right?

i'm freaking out.i think i have a low immune system or something,and i am terribly scared now.my sister didnt even go to school today.and her teacher was like; sekolah tak tutup.tapi kalau tak nak datang seminggu pun tak apa. gawdd!

band concert is just around the corner.approx. 2 more days.minus thursday and the matinee show which is supposed to be on Friday.

i dont really know what i am feeling right now.excited for sure,but more nervous and scared. dahlah we will not be playing onstage.and that means,if any of us screws up,people can surely hear.and sometimes,when i play my instrument,i have to say,i cant avoid squeaking.

you can say i am seriously scared for concert.what 'someone' said the other day makes it even worse.

you can do it, sya, you know you can. pull your guts together and just do your best.think about your members :)

watched West Side Story today.was quite interesting up til the part where the guy i liked (maria's hot brother) got killed. that kinda ruined my mood of watching it.oh wells.but i liked it when Maria and Tony sang 'tonight'. very fascinating.

i have to go.i feel sick.oh,man...

" frankie sandford is now officially my fashion icon/idol :) "
gosh,i love her hair

ps: Keane is becoming one of my favourite bands now.i just love their songs.
but then again,as i've said before,i love anything and everything British.the people,the country,the music. oh,and their accents! their accents could make me go all swoony :)

today has been pretty alright.the weather this morning was perfect.i love it when it rains.it makes me feel fresh and relaxed.

had sectionals today.at clare's house.it was fun.we had a little talk,mostly on how to improve our section,things like that.i'm so glad that i have such incredible,understanding members.they are the best.i see quite a lot of improvements from my recruits.some people might not see it,but i do.i am so proud of you guys.

spent the rest of the day sleeping and watching TV.watched this movie called perfume,the story of a murderer. it was pretty disgusting,and the guy,that Jean-Baptiste G-something man is just so scary.needless to say,i only watched it for an hour or so before i drifted off to sleep.

nothing much to report.mi dearest mikoslavia and leonardo had to eat their medicine today.their face expression was priceless.haha.

oh and oh,i read what Lydia wrote in her blog.awww,thank you. elisa was right,you made my day.
only god knows how much thankful i am to have you guys with me.your support means a lot to me,okay ;p

i gotta go.i have to practice,for the concert and also for tomorrow's orchestra.
goodbye,lovers.till then :)

ps: last night was quite an emotional night for me.had a 'talk' with kamini. and i,owh,i feel so relieved,now that i have told her everything i wanted to say.

adios

i've made,yet again,a new blogspot account.i didnt want to at first,but vox is just so..urghh.i hate the fact that they dont have a place to put the chatbox.and i also hate the fact that you have to be a vox member first before you can post any comment.its just plain downright stupid.

we shall see how it goes with this new blog :)
fingerscrossed XD

ps: i kinda regret deleting my old vox blog.oh well.

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