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..and thats the truth

posted on Tuesday, May 31, 2011 @ 8:37 AM

being in this situation sucks. i cant even explain. its like, one minute you're so friggin happy, then the next, you just feel like shutting yourself out from the whole world and all.

its exhausting, really.

i got way too attached to you this time.
and i dont know how to get myself out of it. grr.

i just wanna be someone's priority for once. someone's first choice.
not second, not someone you'd run to when no one's around

home sweet home

posted on Saturday, May 28, 2011 @ 10:26 AM

so, im home. for about a week :)

you have no idea how glad i am to be home. aah. MDS is officially over. for those who doesnt know,MDS stands for minggu destini siswa. its actually some sort of an orientation lah.

it.was.torturing.
at first. but it was fun, towards the end, when everyone started to loosen up.
im not gonna write about it. hmm.

but it was one hell of an experience. still find it hard to believe that i have actually stayed in pahang, w all these people, these strangers, for a week. *bangga kejap*

cant wait to see what kuantan has to offer :) walaupun campus dia tak sebesar jengka, but we'll see.

ps: nak jumpa him and him lagi boleh tak? hmm

posted on Tuesday, May 3, 2011 @ 9:23 AM

a week, so it seems.

hmm. thanks.

words

posted on @ 9:03 AM

obviously, you dont.

you dont really want to stay, no

posted on @ 6:43 AM

so uhmm, imma start blogging again. dont ask why.

currently having nothing to write about so im just gonna write a few updates;

- last day of work is gonna be on the 10th.
- hoping that i wouldnt have to go for national service now that i dah dapat offer to go for matriks.quite looking forward to the idea of going for matriks, since ze close friends are placed there as well :) hehe.
- still have a lot of things waiting to be settled. unfinished business, unfinished convos, unfinished relationships. am gonna try settling them before i leave ( and zamri still owes me pizza :D )
- currently in a confused state. never mind. you prolly dont need to know that
- current obsession ; henry charles albert david windsor ♥ again. ahh lusshhh :)
- trying not to think of all those people i'd have to leave behind if i (really really have to) go for NS or even matriks :(
-please ignore the previous post, the one i wrote in january. we had our moments but we are no longer together. let me make this clear; i dont regret having a relationship with you, and im not holding any grudges. you made me happy, and i thank you for that. you have your own life, and its your choice kalau kau nak buat scandal dengan isteri orang pun. just saying. i am not, and never will allow myself to be someone's second choice again.

will update more later k. till then :)

ps: tak guna kalau cakap je tapi tak tunjukkan pun. ignore lah. dah biasa dah. dah bosan dengar all these sweet talks. sorry lah.

pss: cant wait nak sleepover dengan my sayangs. hehe

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