“ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
i've been trying my best to get along
but thats okay,there's nothing left to say ...

i have been feeling down a lot lately.for no obvious reason.

thanks to those people who have been cheering me up ;) no,talking to you,didnt make it better,not at all.

i feel so bored.everyone is like,going out of town and such.i feel like taking a long holiday and go somewhere.i havent been on a vacay for like what,a year?hmmph.

i dont know what to write,seriously.to tell you the truth,i pretty much lead a simple life,if not dull..pretty much like the guy in that poem 'if''.but wth la kan.

im just going to sign off.
later.

i am so going to fail my mod. math exam.just because of that one stupid question.how can i be so stupid? erghh.

i need to study more.dont care about everything else.just study.

bukit kepong turned out to be quite a nice book,afterall.my favourite character would be Srjn Jamil Mohd Shah.i think he's the best.and the lead character,Othman,too.

and tomorrow we're having chemistry.AND physics.how great is that? hmmph.

ps: miley cyrus' voice annoys me right now.

peace.

and i'm feeling blue.

things havent been great these days,but im coping ;)

i have nothing to blog about,actually.
my mum read my blog.omg.malu gila.and she was like, oohh.since when do you have a boyfriend?
and i was like,practically shouting, mana ada!

i am never going to leave my blog unattended again after this.you'll never know what would happen.

i'm praying that tomorrow would be a better day.for all of us.and i'm praying that we wont have oral tomorrow.seriously,i dont know what to talk about.i couldnt even remember my script.

note: i suggest those who are in my class to just sit,cover your eyes and do something else 'cause my speech will be the most boring speech you'll ever listen to.maybe not the most boring one,but still.it'll be boring.trust me.

it's called habitual behaviour.some random article i found in quisha's book.hmpph.

i shall start doing my homework now.and maybe start studying as well.my bukit kepong book is waiting.gah!

sejarah test sucked.it was bloody annoying,the questions were all macam..hmmph :( i did manage to fill up all the blank spaces.but i think i'm not going to get an A,or even a B for this one.but hey,got one more sejarah test kan.

add math and mod math exam are postponed to next week.hooray? haha.

can't wait for the football rematch today.go malaysia!! go kick some ass :)

i shall now stop using the computer and start doing my homeworks.
till then ;)

thank you,amal for being there yesterday,and today.you know the story kan.i cant believe i actually cried.which is so weird.but yeah.i dont even know why i was feeling so down,when i shouldnt even care.but i guess i care more than i thought i would,kan.

and i should thank Harith as well.banyak betul i cakap thank you to you dalam this blog lah.i dont even know whether you baca my blog ke tak since i stopped using vox kan.
anyway,yeah.thank you.for being there,once again.and for not getting angry or wtv.seriously,i dont know what has gotten into me last night.so yeah.

jeez.

MANCHESTER UTD 3-2 MALAYSIA

malaysia was awesome.haha.i never thought i'd say that,but yeah.they were awesome.their defend was so good.

i dont like Manchester.never have,never will.i am proud to be a liverpool fan.cheh.

it was a fair match,i'd say.very fair.

i am not going to care 'bout it anymore.fullstop.

have been listening to a lot of the saturdays songs on the radio.
annoyed.
disappointed.
whatever.

watched harry potter with amalina,nas and amelia today.

oh flip!
do you know how much im missing you right now?
why dont you come online anymore?

just thought you should know that.
sorry,you dont have to sms back or wtv,
i know you're busy right now
hmmphh.

w.atira aina,

i read your post.
aww!
i miss you too XD
remember tak we selalu duduk rumah mak zah after sekolah agama? and masa i stayed over at your house and anis masuk your room malam malam buta tu? haha :)

it seems that;

Sejarah exam will be on the 20th of July (next monday)
BM exam will be on the 28th (next next tuesday)
Physics exam will also be on the 28th.

hmpph.

congratulations to the new head-p,assistant and also the secretary.good luck :)

thanks a lot,okay.to 'those' people,for pranking me.cant believe i actually believed you guys.haha.nevermind nevermind.i still love y'all.but still,I WAS SO HAPPY FOR YOU,AMALINA! d'you know how excited i was when you told me about that? ergghh.

oh oh,this should wait till the day after tomorrow (july 12th), but...


my mum might not allow me to go online tomorrow since everyone's coming over.i have orchestra on sunday.and i dont know whether you're gonna be here or not,so,in advance..



HAPPY BIRTHDAY,NUR EZLIN SHAMSUL B. !!

you're like,what,18 now?aww.i havent seen you in a long time.the last time was,i dunno.i cant even remember.raya 2 years ago?maybe.

anyway,hope you're enjoying your new life in college eh :) haha.kesian aqilah duduk sorang sorang..

enjoy your birthday.have fun ♥

ps: i still remember the good times we had.when you guys would come over and just hang out.memekak dalam bilik.with alea sekali.and that birthday yang we sambut together tu.i was,six,i think.you were about eight,and iya was like,seven? good good times :)

everyone(well,almost everyone) has been talking about MJ's memorial today.sad gila lah.especially the daughter's speech.and i love when his brother sang smile and and that speech from the Reverend.the speech was so touching.his speech was the best.

watched it while smsing priy and harith.priy and i sent the message yang dekat atas 8tv punya screen tu.the one yang kononnya for MJ.we were so semangat-ed but in the end,our message tak keluar pun.wasting priy's money je.dahlah the other messages macam so..erghh.i didnt get what those people were trying to say really.and we waited so long for our message to actually keluar.

“When Michael started, it was a different world. But because Michael kept going, because he didn't accept limitations, because he refused to let people decide his boundaries, he opened up the whole world.

In the music world, he put on one glove, pulled his pants up and broke down the color curtain where now our videos are shown and magazines put us on the cover. It was Michael Jackson that brought Blacks and Whites and Asians and Latinos together. It was Michael Jackson that made us sing, "We are the World" and feed the hungry long before Live Aid.

Because Michael Jackson kept going, he created a comfort level where people that felt they were separate became interconnected with his music. And it was that comfort level that kids from Japan and Ghana and France and Iowa and Pennsylvania got comfortable enough with each other until later it wasnt strange to us to watch Oprah on television. It wasn't strange to watch Tiger Woods golf. Those young kids grew up from being teenage, comfortable fans of Michael to being 40 years old and being comfortable to vote for a person of color to be the President of the United States of America.

Michael did that. Michael made us love each other. Michael taught us to stand with each other. There are those that like to dig around mess. But millions around the world, we're going to uphold his message. It's not about mess, but it's about his love message. As you climb up steep mountains, sometimes you scar your knee; sometimes you break your skin. But don't focus on the scars, focus on the journey. Michael beat 'em, Michael rose to the top. He out-sang his cynics, he out-danced his doubters; he out-performed the pessimists. Every time he got knocked down, he got back up. Every time you counted him out, he came back in. Michael never stopped. Michael never stopped. Michael never stopped.

I want to say to Mrs. Jackson and Joe Jackson, his sisters and brothers: We thank you for giving us someone that taught us love; someone who taught us hope. We want to thank you because we know it was your dream too.

We know that your heart is broken. I know you have some comfort from the letter from the President of the United States and Nelson Mandela. But this was your child. This was your brother. This was your brother. This was your cousin. Nothing will fill your hearts' lost. But I hope the love that people are showing will make you know he didn't live in vain. I want his three children to know: Wasn't nothing strange about your Daddy. It was strange what your Daddy had to deal with. But he dealt with it...He dealt with it anyway. He dealt with it for us.

So, some came today, Mrs. Jackson, to say goodbye to Michael. I came to say, thank you. Thank you because you never stopped, thank you because you never gave up, thank you because you never gave out, thank you because you tore down our divisions. Thank you because you eradicated barriers.Thank you because you gave us hope.Thank you Michael.Thank you Michael.Thank you Michael! ” -Rev Al Sharpton.

i never realised how special MJ was up till now.and im glad that i have lived to see how big of an impact he has made to the world :)

my sympathy goes out to his children.be strong.

needless to say,priy and i cried.for like tak tahu lah kali ke berapa kan.we were like,okay,im gonna cry now.no,okay,its crying time :) and harith..haha XD we were dissing mariah carey.seriously,i wanted to cry when she was singing i'll be there but her voice was so so teruk that i couldnt even force myself to cry.

im in love with MJ's man in the mirror now.haha.okay,lets just say im in love with all MJ's songs.thats better.

school was okay.didnt study that much during bio.tomorrow's pn___ 's last day as our prac.bio teacher.how sad.she's a huge fun laa,that teacher.

and im like so proud of myself sekejap.finished my add math homework.Pn___ was so proud of us just now :) she was like,this is how science 1 students should be.very good

i have to say,i enjoyed learning add math today.naik sikit my semangat nak study,kan :)

ps: thanks Harith,for being there yesterday :)

watched MJ's memorial service.twice.
and i cant seem to stop crying everytime i listen to his daughter's speech.its so sad lah.

i like it when they all sang we are the world.his children were all singing along.macam so sweet je.

watching McFly again on youtube.finished pretty much all my homeworks :)

going back to school tomorrow.cant wait XD

this post has nothing to do with seedless watermelon,whatsoever.

i feel so bored.gahh.im so proud of myself haha.finally,i've finished all my add math works ;) in less than 4 hours.

not going for m.class tonight.still sick.got 2 days MC.went for comm meeting today,yadaa yadaa.not in the mood to write about what happened there.

currently watching McFly's Belfast Backstage.Danny is so hott ! im loving his Bolton accent,seriously.
people,this is what i do when im bored.watching stupid videos.got nothing better to do.waiting for my mum and my bro to come home with food for dinner.

oh oh,i cant wait to watch MJ's memorial thingy this morning.amal will be watching too.dah sedia nak nangis,eh? haha.

i dont know why,but entahla,i rasa suka pulak dekat that Bunkface punya lead singer.at first i was like,ewww.but now,eee,i dont know lah. :)

i've got nothing to say,really.i think i shall go and finish up my physics homework.

later.

ps: new favourite song; the script-the man who can't be moved. a really sweet one :)

terima kasih clare,for the awesome header :)
sorry for being too demanding or wtv you call it ♥

“..Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street..

to N,

sorry okay.bukan i tak nak datang or anything,its just that,you know i'm sick kan.its not like i'm pretending to be sick or whatever,you know how i was feeling yesterday or even the day before that,for that matter.

i hope you had fun.you deserve to have fun.its your sweet sixteen party kan.and sorry again for not coming.

i hope you understand the situation i'm dealing with right now.

ps: thank you Chibi,for the birthday wish ;)

aww ;)

click to enlarge ;)

thank you so so much for everything.today has been the most amazing day for me.better than last year or even the years before that.

thank you for the late night wishes,the hugs (eventhough you guys know perfectly well that i've been feeling pretty sick lately),the blogposts (kamini's,lydia's,laura's,angie's,v's) ,and just,everything.

i dont know why,but this year,i pretty much didnt ask for anything.my mum was right,its the thought that counts.and as i grew older,i realised that,presents are not that important pun.the wishes and the thoughts are the best presents anyone could ever wish for.and to think that my friends stayed up until 12 in the morning just to wish me,pretty much caught me offguard and well,overwhelmed.thank you so much.

priy,thank you for the card.its beautiful,really.i owe you a lot,weyh.i know how semangated you were.haha.and what you wrote inside,hmm.i felt like crying when i read it.thank you.thanks for being so awesome.i love you XD

erra,yeah.haha.i dont want a collage full of mj's pictures.that'd be too scary haha.thanks for the wish.eventhough we're not as close as we were before,i still love you.note that :)

and hannan,thank you for the present.awesome lah.sanggup you sacrifice bio for me kan? haha.thanks for everything.and if it weren't because of you,paksa me datang sekolah this morning,i wouldnt come haha.and look at what i would be missing.thank you.i love you loads :p

and the rest,my classmates,thanks for the birthday song.nas,for making people sing for me haha.when's your birthday again?hehe,4 days left en? oh and mirosha,who wished me twice yesterday.haha.thank you so much.i love you too XD

i dont know what else to write.im literally speechless.i feel better now actually.better than yesterday.

and also,a big thanks to my parents and my sister for treating me like a princess today.ily guys ;)

I Like This Feeling You're Giving Me ;)
The Way You Make Me Feel;
You Knocked Me Off My Feet

i am seriously not in the mood for anything right now.i think im having a fever.my sore throat is getting worse. macam mana nak keluar ni?

currently watching In Tempo With Life 6 (west side story).erghh.haha.ganga looks so funny in there.

goodbye.got no mood lah.

ps: feels like playing west side again.jeez.

i cant stop listening to MJ's she's out of my life. i have no idea why.

school this morning was better than yesterday.we have a new teacher for english.a male teacher,haha.he came in just now and we played this game called 2 truths and 1 lie or something.you have to write 2 truths and 1 lie about yourself then someone has to read it out loud and try to guess who that person is.it was fun.another stress-relieving moment.

i like amal's one;
i used to be Barack Obama's girlfriend. haha

and hannan's one;
i smoke ;p

and of course quish's one;
i'm a lesbo (you should see Mr.___'s face expression when he heard that.he was like,that's obviously not true,right? i really hope its not.)

nothing much to write about.
have to finish up my bio works.we have to pass up all Bio exercise books tomorrow.how sad kan?

till next time ;)

ps: some of the concert's videos are up on youtube.check it out.spot me if you can XD
*click here* ITWL09
( i still find it weird to look at myself in a vid )

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