wonderwall

build me up buttercup

posted on Friday, April 30, 2010 @ 6:51 AM

from starstrucks to heartbreaks, its been a hell of a week.oh yes it has.

school was fine.not much work to do,except for the Add math test we did this morning.and out of 4 questions,i only managed to answer 2 and a half questions.very disappointing.

i've got not much to say, but you,you and you; whoever you think you are, i wouldnt be rude to you if you werent being rude to me in the first place. take responsibility for your own actions.dont just assume and put the blame on others.ive got prove,want me to show it to you?
yes,im still mad.you people embarassed me.and i would never forget that.

thank you, F (you know who you are) ,for being there this whole week. its been long kan since we've last had some heart to heart talk.okaylah,not heart to heart sangat pun,but you know,being as close as we were before.thank you for all those support,and advices and whatsoever.i ♥ you :)

currently listening to: you and i by michael carreon XD

i didnt know it could be so obvious.

oh well.

its electrifying

posted on Sunday, April 25, 2010 @ 7:46 AM

someone's birthday is in 3 days :) hahahaa

eh you, if you're reading this,just so you know, you pretty much made my day.apart from listening to You're The One That I Want over and over again.and apart from the rain,of course.

peace :D

random thoughts #8

posted on Saturday, April 24, 2010 @ 5:11 AM

Everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheek,

I run away and hide from it.

But now,

everything is unwinding and

finding its way back towards me.

And I don't know what to do.

I just know that pain I felt so long ago,

it's hurting ten times more.

about you now

posted on Tuesday, April 20, 2010 @ 6:42 AM

Of course we’ll lie about what we’re feeling; why would you want to be the only person in this letting down guards?

Why would you want to be the only person hurting?

You fake a smile. You fake making it.

You fake it because its easier to pretend that nothing hurts.

Its easier to pretend that you didn’t love this person.

Its easier to pretend that the sweet moments,the sweet words,the longing,the wishing, the hoping all along the way was nothing more than something we made up because we all know its better to be delusional than lied to

its inevitable

posted on Sunday, April 18, 2010 @ 12:36 AM

* my phone looks so nice here,kan.ahaha

loved watching Bride Wars ♥ gaaah :)

currently listening to : Taio Cruz- I just wanna know

currently figuring out : how to do that Chem Exercise 2G.

oh and,

Good Luck for the test tomorrow, Hannani.anda pasti boleh! haha.we'll be rooting for you :D

who are you?

posted on Saturday, April 17, 2010 @ 5:45 AM

saya suka gambar ini.awak pula bagaimana? haha.saya suka melihat mata mak ayam saya yang seorang ini.apa lah yang kau tengah cuba untuk lakukan pada waktu aku tangkap gambar ni,wahai atiqah? hahaha.lawak ah.oh can you see the big pimple on my face? scary je kot.dah lah semua orang pandang semacam.

but alangkah bagusnya if ada peluang nak post the pictures of amalina yang sengal dekat rumah emma hari tu kan.haha.epic epic.

i like guys in navy uniform :) okay,not navy lah,more to guys yang you know,kerja dalam kapal.shipcrew or something tu.sebenarnya baru balik dari The Ship,haha,the waiters there kan semua pakai baju macam orang kerja kapal.

anyway,the food there,isnt as good as it was before.still nice,but not the same.going there reminded me of those days.those days when my whole family would celebrate my grandparents' every single birthday and anniversaries there.but the place has changed,of course.and we obviously dont know the waiters there anymore.but jyeaahh,i still prefer Sri Melaka.

ive got nothing much to say lah.have to work on my pranking skill.cause it sucks.big time.the mother of all suckers.haha.

bye bye :)

happy birthday,vati ♥

heartbreak warfare

posted on Friday, April 16, 2010 @ 6:05 AM

hello people of the world :) its been long,hasnt it? like seriously a long time since i last posted something.

anyway,i think i'm not gonna write a lot now.since exam's coming up and all.but we'll see.

sports day was okay.it was kinda sad to know that its our last year in high school.okaylah,ive been pretty much a cry-baby.i mean,i dont cry everyday but,i've been crying quite a lot lately.i even cried during sister enda's speech on sports day,whilst standing in the middle of the field.hmmph.it was even sadder because we didnt perform any formation for sports day this year.but yeah...we still have band comp :)

Date Night was awesomely awesome.it was so funny.fullstop.and spending time with Han,Amal,Erra and Flo was a hell lot of fun.those banging and all.walaupun korang asyik bang aku kan,but 's okay.it was fun :D we should run into each other more often ah.hahaha.

hmmm,SEWO concert was better than the one when i was in form 1, i'd say.Lock See was soooo good.so was Lydia.Aww man,i wish i could dance as good as you,Lyds.haha.congrats to the winners.and Lock See,eventhough you didnt win,but to me,youre still the winner.i think you shouldve been the one who won.

i think,that i have pretty much hurt some people's feelings.and i'm really sorry,kalau any of you terasa.but although this whole week was fun.a lot lot more fun than ever,haha,but it had also been kinda rough,in a way or another.so,sorry again.

i gotta go.tomorrow's Saturday,and i still have to wake up at 6 am,for the Kursus Jenazah thing.im starting to regret being so excited about it.herrghh,today is so tiring lah.

ps: i cant help it if i start feeling uncomfortable now,can i?

pss: no one really ever wins in heartbreak warfare

psss: go go,big pimple,go away!

bila yang tertulis untukku,

adalah yang terbaik untukmu,

kan ku jadikan kau kenangan,

yang terindah dalam hidupku.

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