just
posted on Saturday, October 30, 2010 @ 6:44 AM

I just want to kiss you on the cheek when no one is watching. Yes, just the cheek :)


awwww, i like cheesy guys , ohmygod, i seriously do. haha.
they make you smile and blush like a stupid, silly little girl.
HAAAAAAAA :S
but when some stranger starts being cheesy with you, then ohmg, NO.


ps: omg. ggycatma -___-
posted on @ 6:36 AM

I WANNA WATCH THIS, but, i dont even know the title of the movie. oh wells.
ohmygod, staying in every single day wears me out. i need to go out, but everytime, every single time i say i wanna go out, i'd start having this guilty feeling inside of me. a voice saying, aisyah dont, spm is in 25 days :(

this sucks. a lot lot lot







speak now
posted on Friday, October 29, 2010 @ 6:55 PM








ohmygod,
what is this?
what the heck is wrong with me?
no, no way. no way.
you prove me wrong
posted on @ 6:44 AM
He will try to take away my pain
And he just might make me smile
But the whole time I'm wishin he was you instead
-Taylor Swift ; Haunted ♥


its funny how a small word, a simple thing, could make you remember everything again. hmm.

like the first time we met :) i remember it clearly.so clearly that i remember what you wore, and how you looked when you stood near the amplifiers, with my friends standing and pointing behind you.i remember how nervous i was standing next to you, fully aware that all your friends were behind us, and how my friends, were looking from far. very embarassing. and i remember missing out on VI's performance, just because my mind was completely, completely somewhere else when i stood next to you.

if only i wasnt falling head over heels for someone else at that time. hmm.

i hope you dont read this, really.

but it feels so nice hearing my friend telling how nervous i was when i first met that boy. brings back old memories, you know.

i dont really know why im writing all these. but yeah.

"hello?" "hey you" "huh?" "OK BYE"
hmm, yes, erra, yes. i admit, i got jealous LOL


You're my band aid :D

life, as we know it
posted on Monday, October 25, 2010 @ 6:27 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , AMALINAAAA ♥

I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOUUUU :)

i had fun, from watching Life As We Know It ( which was totally awesomee! ) to goofing around in Toys'R'Us just for the sake of it.

i hope you had fun too :)





the Ijustwokeupandseriouslywouldrathergohomeandsleepthancometothelibraryandstudymath look. i do not know what quisha was trying to do with those fingers of hers, but i like this picture :D

peace, no war :)

ps: go watch Life As We Know It. seriously, its so friggin awesome!!

posted on Sunday, October 24, 2010 @ 7:07 AM


there's a silver lightning in every cloud :)
thank you, really for putting up with me and my bipolar shit
and thank you, for the explanation :D
alhamdulillah. i hope this stays
reach for the sky
posted on @ 6:47 AM
i swear i keep listening to the randomest, underground-est songs lately. like songs from this asian dude called passion. never even heard of him.

blehh.

i dont feel like going to school and see everyone. but im soo excited to go out tomorrow,though :)
my sayang, FADILAHKAMSAH ♥ 's birthday is in less than 2 hours. and mind you, i aint talking about that motivator guy, okay. not that one. ahah. so its just gonna be the three of us. ha, its been long ;p

still figuring out where to get money from and how am i suppose to get to Amel's place. hmmm. seriously hope that my dad would give me some money tomorrow. he's like, pretty much not in a good mood today. Go, liverpool, beat the ass out of blackburn, that'll surely put my dad into a good mood tomorrow.

i should probably start studying, but nehh, i dont know, dont feel like studying today. its like, i dont feel like eating, i dont feel like doing anything and things just annoy the hell out of me today.

oh well.

Sometimes I can’t help but wonder where you are. Regardless of whatever happened to us, I just want to know that you’re okay.

ps: i was just trying to make amends you know. but tak tahu lah. saya dah tak tahu nak buat apa lagi dah, awak.


yes
posted on Friday, October 22, 2010 @ 8:10 AM


Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku.

so, watched sepi, again, and okaylah, nangis again :( damn you, anuar zain for singing that freaking sad song -___-





and watched this, for the first time. hehe. its funny, cause watching this, made me think, like seriously. haha, but when fa texted me, it kinda ruined my thinking moment. ecehh. haha







and i, okay, i dont say this often, but ;



i miss my bestfriend :(

hmmm.

posted on @ 8:10 AM

okay so,
yasmin's blog is like, my favourite blog everrr :) haha
love the way she writes and how she expresses herself.
inspiring.
okay gonna go sleep now
goodnight :)
posted on @ 7:08 AM
*feels like watching Wild Child :( ah but then, i dont know where the CD is
-__-
posted on @ 6:54 AM


WTH IS WRONG WITH TUMBLR ? -___-
GAAHHH :/
and i'll be strong, even if it all goes wrong
posted on @ 6:22 AM
yasmin says;

I don’t like tolerating dishonesty. I believe that if someone can lie to me about something small, they can lie to me about something big. One ‘white lie’ might not be so much of a white lie if a bigger situation comes along. Just like how I believe that if someone cheats on their significant other once, they can always do it again. If someone plays with another’s heart, they can play with it again or with another person. Basically, if you’re capable of doing something, you’re capable of doing it again. I’m sure everyone’s lied atleast once. Everyone can lie again. It’s just their decision whether or not they choose to lie anymore. And this is where trust comes into play.


exactly.
you dont know me, you dont even care
posted on @ 5:53 AM
<-- i need to find this book :/ couldnt find it in MPH the other day. but i aint giving up :)



blehh.
but thats life, isnt it?
posted on Thursday, October 21, 2010 @ 6:22 AM
music on playlist ; Alif Satar - Kau Pergi




cause this picture up here is the only reason im smiling right now.

this whole thing sucks. seriously. its going nowhere. nowhere.

why do people leave? why? i miss how things were like back then. i miss everything, but most of all, i miss my grandparents. so much :(

ps : i just wish all these lies would stop. im so tired of it already.
for you i'd write a symphony
posted on Sunday, October 17, 2010 @ 7:04 AM
my favourite ♥
love , to infinity and beyond
so i travel back, down that road
posted on @ 6:53 AM
but wait, i guess that love wasnt enough

perhaps..oh nevermind.
it was easy for you, wasnt it?
god, i'd do anything to start all over again.






im not mad at you, i cant even force myself to stay mad at you,
but that's not how you say sorry to a girl, you know,
and that is why it hurts
little high little low
posted on Wednesday, October 13, 2010 @ 7:17 AM
Viji's retirement is tomorrow :/ hmmm, soooo not going to school.
ha, okay lah, i think we all should give some creds to her for taking care of our school. but,thats all, i think :P but she sure is one hell of a woman. haha

okay soooo,
Arts exam has been postponed to next Tuesday. yay? haha.more time to study :)
Im pretty bummed, pretty disappointed in my Mod Math. seriously, i need to buck up.
so lets see, prolly gonna start doing some Math after this. hopefully XD
from this moment
posted on Sunday, October 10, 2010 @ 7:32 AM
my wedding shall be better, much much better than Sheikh Muszaphar's wedding !

HAHAHA
and it'll be a garden wedding :) with lots and lots of white roses and pretty pretty things :)


kay, ni yang buat nak tengok Bride Wars again ni :/

cause it takes two to tango
posted on Friday, October 8, 2010 @ 7:23 AM

i love this picture. i look funny, but still, its a nice picture ♥

well, things have been hard. from trials to personal problems. but i think im fine. im coping, thats for sure :)

but i do miss you, from time to time. like, when things arent great, or even when things are going real good. like, i want to tell you a lot of things, random things, but i cant. it feels wrong.
and i wish things would be the way they were before, but im not complaining. whatever it is, i just know that i would get through this :)

ps: ya allah, please help me through all these trying times. amin.
random thoughts #8
posted on Saturday, October 2, 2010 @ 8:11 AM

watched Bride Wars today, for the tenth time, i think.
i friggin love that movie. can never get bored of watching it.


It was quite a wedding and as I stood there watching I realized something I'd forgotten a long time ago. Sometimes in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you will find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding. But there's also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who's been standing beside you all along

* ignore me, im feeling a lil bit mushy tonight
fairytales got twisted and decayed
posted on Friday, October 1, 2010 @ 8:10 AM

cause tonight is just one of those nights where i feel like texting everybody. and talk, about anything. about the randomest things.

im just gonna admit this, tonight is just one of those nights where i feel so damn alone that i keep myself busy texting other people.

because the person i wanted to talk to the most, probably doesnt even care
my illusion, my mistake
posted on @ 8:10 AM

Tell them all I know now, shout it from the roof tops, write it on the sky line,
all we had is gone now.
Tell them I was happy, and my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be impossible
impossible

i love this song :S
posted on @ 7:13 AM
and so, its a holiday tomorrow! yes yes yes

BIO is/was seriously one of those effed up papers, like seriously. i dont think we pernah belajar pun some of the questions they asked -____- needless to say, i screwed up my paper one. omg, im so gonna fail.

i feel so tired.
and you know what, i actually miss going for band. i was doing my agama paper the other day, and i heard them flutists playing Nobody. ahhh, memories :D and i still remember what it was like back in form 1, where almost all of us were in band. Erra, Fa all :) good times :D

and as much as i hate to admit it, i miss running. i mean, punishments, where you have to run for at least two rounds. i havent been running for quite some time. cehh, i sound like a professional runner O.O

kay lah, my fingers hurt like hell.
toods :D

ps: have just finished watching How I Met Your Mother Season 5, episode 1. i seriously LOVE seeing Barney and Robin together!! ♥



and when i chose him,
it is only him
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