ohmygod,
what is this?

what the heck is wrong with me?

no, no way. no way.

He will try to take away my pain

its funny how a small word, a simple thing, could make you remember everything again. hmm.

like the first time we met :) i remember it clearly.so clearly that i remember what you wore, and how you looked when you stood near the amplifiers, with my friends standing and pointing behind you.i remember how nervous i was standing next to you, fully aware that all your friends were behind us, and how my friends, were looking from far. very embarassing. and i remember missing out on VI's performance, just because my mind was completely, completely somewhere else when i stood next to you.

if only i wasnt falling head over heels for someone else at that time. hmm.

but it feels so nice hearing my friend telling how nervous i was when i first met that boy. brings back old memories, you know.

i dont really know why im writing all these. but yeah.

hmm, yes, erra, yes. i admit, i got jealous LOL

You're my band aid :D

i had fun, from watching Life As We Know It ( which was totally awesomee! ) to goofing around in Toys'R'Us just for the sake of it.

i hope you had fun too :)

thank you, really for putting up with me and my bipolar shit

and thank you, for the explanation :D

alhamdulillah. i hope this stays

i swear i keep listening to the randomest, underground-est songs lately. like songs from this asian dude called passion. never even heard of him.

blehh.

i dont feel like going to school and see everyone. but im soo excited to go out tomorrow,though :)
my sayang, FADILAHKAMSAH ♥ 's birthday is in less than 2 hours. and mind you, i aint talking about that motivator guy, okay. not that one. ahah. so its just gonna be the three of us. ha, its been long ;p

still figuring out where to get money from and how am i suppose to get to Amel's place. hmmm. seriously hope that my dad would give me some money tomorrow. he's like, pretty much not in a good mood today. Go, liverpool, beat the ass out of blackburn, that'll surely put my dad into a good mood tomorrow.

i should probably start studying, but nehh, i dont know, dont feel like studying today. its like, i dont feel like eating, i dont feel like doing anything and things just annoy the hell out of me today.

oh well.

Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu

*feels like watching Wild Child :( ah but then, i dont know where the CD is

-__-

love , to infinity and beyond

im not mad at you, i cant even force myself to stay mad at you,

but that's not how you say sorry to a girl, you know,

and that is why it hurts

i love this picture. i look funny, but still, its a nice picture ♥

well, things have been hard. from trials to personal problems. but i think im fine. im coping, thats for sure :)

but i do miss you, from time to time. like, when things arent great, or even when things are going real good. like, i want to tell you a lot of things, random things, but i cant. it feels wrong.

and i wish things would be the way they were before, but im not complaining. whatever it is, i just know that i would get through this :)

ps: ya allah, please help me through all these trying times. amin.

watched Bride Wars today, for the tenth time, i think.

i friggin love that movie. can never get bored of watching it.

Tell them all I know now, shout it from the roof tops, write it on the sky line,

all we had is gone now.

Tell them I was happy, and my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be impossible

i love this song :S