The sun is in the sky and its gonna be a glorious day ;)

music on playlist: FloRida feat. Ne-yo ; Be On You

school holidays are killing me.my days,so far,were practically spent watching the telly and going online.i had the worst migraine the other day,and because of that,i wasnt allowed to use the computer,or eat any food containing chocolate for 2 days.2 long days.
i have been watching CSI Miami almost everyday now.Ryan Wolfe,aww man,he's so,lush.
i havent got the chance to watch Hope And Faith as i usually do this week.my days were also spent on going to the Bazaar Ramadhan,but ended up not buying anything because,well because,nothing catches my eyes there.hmmph.
i cant wait to get back to school,but you know,i kinda dread it a little bit.blame chemistry for that.hmmph.

i do not know what else to write.
i should probably get back to watching Danny Jones on youtube :)
till then.

“ Every once in a while, people step up. They rise above themselves. Sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes - it can push pretty hard, but if you look close enough you can find hope in the words of children, the bars of a song and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you’re lucky, and I mean if you’re the luckiest person on the entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back.

-One Tree Hill

“ In life, we do things. Some, we wish we had never done and some we wish we could replay a million times. They make us who we are and, in the end, they shape and detail us. If we were to reserve them, we wouldn’t be the person we are today. So, just live. Make mistakes and have wonderful memories. But, never second guess who you are, where you’ve been and, most importantly, where you’re going.

-Unknown

I don't love him;
and yet I've given him more of me than I've given anyone else :(

#43 : No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

geez,i dont know how to use a hair curler.haha.so much for buying it.

ps: i dont know whether i should say this,but i miss you.a little bit more today :)

i can't open my facebook page.stupid facebook.

operation-cupcake was pretty much a success.thanks to some people who stayed up all night (okay maybe not all night) to make the icing.trimas.

installation was okay.had pizza.couldnt remember how much pizzas i ate,but it was awesome.haha.

puasa's tomorrow.can't wait.i need to buy some new clothes,haihh.

i dont know what else to write.still waiting for facebook to stop being so annoying.

till then,
happy ramadhan :)

fact 1:
didnt go to school today,might not come tomorrow

fact 2:
installation's tomorrow.cant wait for the 'after' party :)

fact 3:
pn___ called twice this week to ask me whether i'm sick.she even asked whether i'm sure i'm not having H1N1

fact 4:
currently listening to Bryan Adams-Have you ever really loved a woman XD

fact 5:
i can't wait for the school hols

fact 6:
i cant wait for 'puasa'

fact 7:
i like Diana Danielle's song :)

fact 8:
i'm gonna miss watching Keeping Up with The Kardashians :(

They may say some awful things
But there's no point in listening
Your words are the only words
That I believe in afterwards :)

...you shouldnt love someone you can't have.

everyone knows that.

hey you,
dont worry lah.you'll be okay.
i get what you're saying.
i know what it feels like when people say something like that to you,and you know those things theyre saying are just plain rubbish,
and i know what it feels like when people think they know you but they actually dont.they just assume that they do.

but it'll get better,it always will.
im not saying that i dont care about what people think about me but you know,when you think back about it,what's the point?sure,you'll be down for a few days but you'll get through it eventually.that's what my grandfather used to say.

you know yourself more than other people do and if you think you're doing the right thing,then continue doing it.what's the use of listening to people who dont even know you?i know i have done a lot of mistakes;big ones,small ones.i've been through a lot of things,and i do believe that everyone should be given a second chance,no matter what.everyone deserves a second chance,right?

and if they didnt give you that,then they're the stupid people,who think they're too perfect.you learn by mistakes but if you're not given the chance to make it right,then wth la kan,they're the assholes.how are you suppose to learn then?

dont worry,kay :)

ps: i know this post might not make you feel a hell lot better,but you know im here kan XD
pss: loving Miley Cyrus' The Climb :)

aisyahrhmt;
is starting to fall for hayden christensen.
all over again.
whoopee :)

going to bake cupcakes again with sheryl for installation.gonna make better ones.big fat ones.
wish me luck XD

Elisa,Lyds,Clare,Bue,V,Prev,Laura,Cheryl,Esther and everyone else;

Elliot Minor's Parallel Worlds.
heck yeah!!

and and;
Taufik Batisah's smile.owh man *drools

you make me happy,when skies are grey XD

oh,i forgot.

thank you Kamini,for being a good person.haha.i loved working with you too.remember those days? i miss those days.hmm.

and thank you so so much to Annabelle.its not your fault,kay.i wouldnt be who i am now,if it werent because of you.you taught me how to do things my own way,instead of following others.and if people can't see that,i cant say anything :) you have been a great influence to me.and you know ive done all i can,ive done my very best for our section.
thank you,so much.for everything.

peace XD

went to ikea with the guy who kononnya nak beli a lot of things but ended up buying only one thing.a toilet brush.of all things kan.haha XD

A: okay,black ke white?
Me: black
A: putih macam cepat kotor,kan.black lah.
Me: eh,toilet brush je kan.tak kisah lah color apa pun
A: jangan lah cakap kuat-kuat.ish.

thank you,
for making me laugh today.
for telling me all those stupid things.funny stories.
i had a great time with you today,i did,really.
yeah,and i liked that look on your friends' faces when they saw us.
ha-ha-ha

facebook is being annoying right now.cant sign in.

All of a sudden,i miss everyone :(
i wish my grandparents were still around,to tell me everything's gonna be alright.

but i feel down.
i miss my grandparents.
i miss the life i had before,when everything was alright.
i miss being with my cousins,playing gin rummy with my grandmum,my parents,my uncles and aunts.
i miss those family holidays we used to have.

maybe im just being too,i dunno,worked up.

had like a long convo with hannan during class.i couldnt believe i told her all those things.about my past and all.i've never told anyone about that.but im glad that i have someone to talk to about all those things.

lost my money during recess.or maybe before that.couldnt find it.hmmph.

then it was AGM.im glad elisa got it.seriously.eventhough im not the sl anymore,im really glad that it was you they chose.because i know you can do it.i believe in you.and bue as well.

thank you to hannan,amalina,nas,angie,amelia and the rest for being there.and hannan's brother too.for the 'moral support'.maybe you're right,kan.

thank you.to my section,for being there,for being the best,for listening and all,during my days as the sl.i wouldnt be who i am now without you guys.the time i spent with you guys are priceless.all the laughter,the joy,the pain.
gahh,i feel like crying.

i'm sorry if i have ever hurt any of you.i didnt mean to,you should know that.i'm sorry if i have been a lousy sl.a bad one.i'm sorry if i have failed to lead you guys,i'm sorry for disappointing annabelle.i'm sorry for everything.

you guys deserve someone better.

i really should stop writing now.i think im going to be sick again.hmmm.

It's been said that the saddest thing a man will ever face is what might have been ? But what of the man who's faced with what was? Or what may never be? Or what can no longer be? Choosing the right path is never easy. It's a decision we make with only our hearts to guide us. But sometimes we find our way to something better. Sometimes we fight through the regret and remorse of our mistakes, our malice and our jealously and the shame we feel for not being the people we were meant to be. And that's when we find our way to something better or something better finds its way to us.

There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days.
And, of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back.

There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad.
But, once in a while, people push onto something better. Something found just beyond the pain of going it alone. And just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in.
Or to give someone a second chance.
Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream.
Because, it's only when you’re tested that you truly discover who you are.
And, it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be.
The person you want to be does exist; somewhere on the other side of hard work and faith and belief. And,
beyond the heartache and fear of what lies ahead.

E.E. Cummings once wrote; '' To be nobody-but-yourself - in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else - means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting.''

...Because, sometimes, you have to step outside of the person you've been. And remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you are

^ this is why i wished i could be in penang the other day.to see the Saturdays perform.oh,i just love frankie's hair ;)

^ and these are some of the reasons why McFly is my favourite, favourite band in the whole wide world.

British people are the best,aye?

i wake up every morning,with a big smile on my face..yeah right!

it has been three days already.three long,draggy days.oh man.
missed two days of band.probably missed bio exam as well.how great is that?
spent most of my mc days in front of the tv and not to forget,the computer screen; googling things,watching stupid videos.

i'm longing for a new book to read.no more stephen king.i want something more gripping,something scarier than all those books i've read.any suggestion?

you know what?

i miss my friends.hmmph.i miss going for recess,eating mango pudding and ice cream.i miss going to school.
i sound so lifeless.oh well.

something random; i didnt know that kendall jenner's already 13.she looks so different now.a lot like khloe,but prettier ;)

Make it my fault, win the game
Point the finger, place the blame
And curse me up and down
It doesn't matter now

i feel so bored;
everyone else is at school,having band practice,and here i am,doing practically nothing.
double hmmph.

feeling hungry but am too scared to go out of the room.haha.
watching this chinese show on tv,just for the sake of making me feel like im not alone right now.
i dont like being alone,i dont like silentness.note that.

dad's going off tomorrow,with the car.i doubt that we could go anywhere this weekend.geez.this is what happens when people decided to buy only one car for their family.you get stuck.

forget the public transports,hate them.

yes;
i do have shattered hopes and dreams.
who doesnt?

im tired of being the middle person.

one and the same,
we're anything but ordinary ;)

school had been,uhhm,unpleasant these past few days.i think im going to be sick.my whole family is sick now.wanted to go to school tomorrow,but mum said see first.

just got back from my dad's office.for the penyampaian hadiah or something.nothing much to report,no hot boys,no interesting accidents whatsoever.just got some money and im now thinking twice on what to do with it.spend it or save it.hmm.

ive been spending a lot of my time in front of the computer lately.theres no interesting movie or drama to watch on tv.i used to love watching the tv but what theyre showing nowadays,all those stupid shows are just,plain rubbish.rubb-ish.

i was looking forward to watch ugly betty but hey,dah takde dah.tuesdays are getting even more boring now.tuesdays were the best,up till now.

aihh.when's pmr again? haha.i cant wait ;) i still remember how freaked out my friends and i were last year,especially since we didnt get good marks for trials.scareyh.haha.

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