its not just me
posted on Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 1:59 AM
i'm freaking out.i think i have a low immune system or something,and i am terribly scared now.my sister didnt even go to school today.and her teacher was like; sekolah tak tutup.tapi kalau tak nak datang seminggu pun tak apa. gawdd!
band concert is just around the corner.approx. 2 more days.minus thursday and the matinee show which is supposed to be on Friday.
i dont really know what i am feeling right now.excited for sure,but more nervous and scared. dahlah we will not be playing onstage.and that means,if any of us screws up,people can surely hear.and sometimes,when i play my instrument,i have to say,i cant avoid squeaking.
you can say i am seriously scared for concert.what 'someone' said the other day makes it even worse.
you can do it, sya, you know you can. pull your guts together and just do your best.think about your members :)
watched West Side Story today.was quite interesting up til the part where the guy i liked (maria's hot brother) got killed. that kinda ruined my mood of watching it.oh wells.but i liked it when Maria and Tony sang 'tonight'. very fascinating.
i have to go.i feel sick.oh,man...
I feel dizzy,I feel sunny,I feel fizzy and funny and fine...