wonderwall

i dont know why;

posted on Friday, August 14, 2009 @ 5:50 AM

but i feel down.
i miss my grandparents.
i miss the life i had before,when everything was alright.
i miss being with my cousins,playing gin rummy with my grandmum,my parents,my uncles and aunts.
i miss those family holidays we used to have.

maybe im just being too,i dunno,worked up.

had like a long convo with hannan during class.i couldnt believe i told her all those things.about my past and all.i've never told anyone about that.but im glad that i have someone to talk to about all those things.

lost my money during recess.or maybe before that.couldnt find it.hmmph.

then it was AGM.im glad elisa got it.seriously.eventhough im not the sl anymore,im really glad that it was you they chose.because i know you can do it.i believe in you.and bue as well.

thank you to hannan,amalina,nas,angie,amelia and the rest for being there.and hannan's brother too.for the 'moral support'.maybe you're right,kan.

thank you.to my section,for being there,for being the best,for listening and all,during my days as the sl.i wouldnt be who i am now without you guys.the time i spent with you guys are priceless.all the laughter,the joy,the pain.
gahh,i feel like crying.

i'm sorry if i have ever hurt any of you.i didnt mean to,you should know that.i'm sorry if i have been a lousy sl.a bad one.i'm sorry if i have failed to lead you guys,i'm sorry for disappointing annabelle.i'm sorry for everything.

you guys deserve someone better.

i really should stop writing now.i think im going to be sick again.hmmm.