eric szmanda
posted on Saturday, December 4, 2010 @ 6:15 AM

this post has nothing to do with Eric Szmanda. hahaha. its just that, i dreamt of him last night.prolly cause ive been watching too much of CSI lately. so today i was sooo eager to watch CSI la kan, turned out, takde pulak cerita tu hari ni. Bodoh -____-
hello :)
i should be studying right now, but oh well.
i missed my blog :D
as you all know, SPM is still going on. i'll be having my last paper on the 8th. okaylah, my paper officially ends on the 13th, ( or is it 14th? im not sure) but on the 8th tu, macam, all the hardcore papers habis, so yeahhh :)
SPM has been pretty much not what i've expected. hmm. like, i dont know, i feel that some of the papers were harder than those past years' ones? i dont know, maybe its just me. BUT, i know that i've done my best, and i'm just hoping for the best. aint aiming for those straight As anyway.
i seriously need to stop being so paranoid. like, i had physics last thursday, and im pretty sure i did write my angka giliran and all, but somehow, when i got home, i started thinking whether i wrote it or not. and that freaked me out. A LOT. it still does. so practically, im just hoping that the paper wont get torn, or lost. ya allah, help me.
2 papers left :) i've already started planning on what i should do and what i would do after this. my mom has been helping me these past few days, and i'm so glad. haha. but first thing first, of course, go out, and watch movies and go shopping.oh, and dye my hair. and i have a steamboat date with 'em girlfriends on friday. OHMYGOSH im so excited.
K's been helping me a lot. in a weird way.haha.i dont even know him that well, so yeah. weird.
oh, yess, so, turns out that i would be going for either the second or the third batch for 2011's NS! big whooooooop ! im gonna have so much free time, to work, to go for taylor swift's concert ( hopefully ) and go for classes and all. sadly, omg, i wont be able to watch Prince William and Kate Middleton's wedding :( hmmmmmmm. she's so pretty, aint she? hee
i dont know what else to write. i just cant wait for SPM to be over. totally gonna freak out when i get my results. i know it wouldnt be as good as PMR and all. but oh well, everything happens for a reason, right? kalau dapat good results, alhamdulillah. kalau tak, its not the end of the world :) but of course, siapa tak nak good results kan? hmmm.
okay, i gotta go. im so hungry. ive been eating a lot, A LOT these days. and, bangga gila, i made myself a homemade quesadillas :) with lots and lots of cheese in it. haha. ok, shut up, sya.
aite, till next time :)
byebyebye
xx
ps : its you. still you :)