It’s really hard sometimes. Because I know he’s out there, somewhere falling in and out of love with these girls who aren’t me.

— Audrey Liddell, Dawson’s Creek

btw,angie,
i read your blog.
titration experiment? haha.my favourite!!
i just love playing with the burette.haha.
and i like CHEMISTRY better than BIOLOGY now.

xxxxxxx

“ It’s amazing, some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changes the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they don’t know it.

i've heard about that girl through people's blogs.
uhmm,
i dont really know what to say.
its kinda shocking to know that someone,at that age,our age,could pass away that quick.
its very shocking,can't help but feel sad.its like a wake up call for me,really.

i didnt really know her that well,but i remember talking to her once,during hermine practice.she was sitting alone,and she didnt have anyone to talk to so i said hi,and then we talked.it was,the convo was brief.

i know she had some health problem but because we werent in the same class,and i didnt often see her around,i feel bad saying this,i didnt really take much notice of it.

i read some people's blogs.and i remember reading that she cried because no one wanted to be friends with her.that's like,so heartbreaking.

i dont know what i would do if i were in her place.if i were her.

and,eventhough i didnt really know her that well,
but,
she was so brave.probably one of the bravest people i've ever met.and im not just saying that for the sake of it.its just,when i thought about it the other day,i realised how hard it mustve been for her.to go through all this,without friends and all.

she was really brave.to go through her days knowing she could die like,bila bila masa je.
and it mustve been heartbreaking for her family.its hard when you lose someone you love,right.
but i bet her family is so proud of her.proud of how brave their daughter/sister/cousin was.

and us,people who are fortunate,to be given good health and all,dont see how short life could be,until something like this popped into our life.
we're just selfish,arent we? we couldnt see how beautiful life is.we dont appreciate life.we dont.

people commit suicide thinking oh well,ive had enough of it.enough of life,when there are people out there who didnt have any choice at all.

we,the fortunate ones,just threw our lives away,just because of some stupid reason,when there are people,unfortunate ones,praying,asking god to give them a chance to live longer.

haihh.

okay,im gonna stop here before i start crying.

to you,
al-fatihah.
god loves you more :)
you deserve to be with all his faithful people
you really do deserve that,after all that you've been through.
i'm sorry if i have been,in any chance,rude to you.

what is love?

oh by the way,
Amalina,
i saw Cheryl wearing your kebaya.lawa oh.
she looked good in it.sebab its like fitting kan.haha
check farah's blog.

i'm trying to download limewire again,but streamyx buat hal.ishh.
but nevermind,

peace XD

ps: finally remember who Gabriel Mann is.hah.that guy who sang the 'remember' song from that movie, sleepover.

Farah,my DVDs are still with you.

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