this is just a 'test' post. currently in sir aiman's class, blogging through phone ( i hope he doesnt see me doing this). ok thats it. CTU test is at 2 and i havent really studied :| oh well

ps: thinking of changing to wordpress cause err, i just downloaded its app on my phone. lame reason,i know.but yeah, whatevs. what do you think? hmm.

currently sitting on the first-floor-stairs, as the lobby's full with people drawing banners for the islamic week.

howdy :D how have ya'll been doing? hehe

things here have been great, so far :) never thought i'd actually find it fun, but yeah, it is fun.
dah 3 hari dah kat sini, and the experiences ive gained so far, are priceless. really.

i nak tulis banyak lagi, actually, but its already 12.41. my class is starting at 2 ( thank god today's class is just in Bukit Sekilau, which is where im staying. we have to go back and forth to Padang Lalang, if we have classes there) i need to get ready. so till then :)

ps: i need to buy a new hairdryer. hairdryer i dah meletup -,- terbaik lah kan.

being in this situation sucks. i cant even explain. its like, one minute you're so friggin happy, then the next, you just feel like shutting yourself out from the whole world and all.

its exhausting, really.

i got way too attached to you this time.
and i dont know how to get myself out of it. grr.


i just wanna be someone's priority for once. someone's first choice.
not second, not someone you'd run to when no one's around

so, im home. for about a week :)

you have no idea how glad i am to be home. aah. MDS is officially over. for those who doesnt know,MDS stands for minggu destini siswa. its actually some sort of an orientation lah.

it.was.torturing.
at first. but it was fun, towards the end, when everyone started to loosen up.
im not gonna write about it. hmm.

but it was one hell of an experience. still find it hard to believe that i have actually stayed in pahang, w all these people, these strangers, for a week. *bangga kejap*

cant wait to see what kuantan has to offer :) walaupun campus dia tak sebesar jengka, but we'll see.

ps: nak jumpa him and him lagi boleh tak? hmm

so uhmm, imma start blogging again. dont ask why.

currently having nothing to write about so im just gonna write a few updates;

- last day of work is gonna be on the 10th.
- hoping that i wouldnt have to go for national service now that i dah dapat offer to go for matriks.quite looking forward to the idea of going for matriks, since ze close friends are placed there as well :) hehe.
- still have a lot of things waiting to be settled. unfinished business, unfinished convos, unfinished relationships. am gonna try settling them before i leave ( and zamri still owes me pizza :D )
- currently in a confused state. never mind. you prolly dont need to know that
- current obsession ; henry charles albert david windsor ♥ again. ahh lusshhh :)
- trying not to think of all those people i'd have to leave behind if i (really really have to) go for NS or even matriks :(
-please ignore the previous post, the one i wrote in january. we had our moments but we are no longer together. let me make this clear; i dont regret having a relationship with you, and im not holding any grudges. you made me happy, and i thank you for that. you have your own life, and its your choice kalau kau nak buat scandal dengan isteri orang pun. just saying. i am not, and never will allow myself to be someone's second choice again.

will update more later k. till then :)


ps: tak guna kalau cakap je tapi tak tunjukkan pun. ignore lah. dah biasa dah. dah bosan dengar all these sweet talks. sorry lah.

pss: cant wait nak sleepover dengan my sayangs. hehe

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