this picture reminds me of the upcoming house practices. grr, i hate running.i hate going for house practices.is there any way that i could just not go for them,without having En.M going up to my class,calling and scolding me? as much as i love being in Hermine,everyone knows i suck at running, why cant they just ask those runners, or at least, those people who actually love running,to run? gaahh.

school's starting this monday.in approximately 57 hours. and im super super scared. excited,of course but its teriffying, now that SPM is getting closer.

sudahlah,i think i should go and do something more worthy of my time.ie,studying. so far,i only managed to study the last chapter of mathematics,the first 2 pages of physics and yeah,that's it.so far.hmmm.

ps: did i tell you that i watched Westlife's Show on Tv last night? and Mark looks so fit now,he looks kinda different. but he's gay.too bad.

pss: its 2010 already !!

Hello, let me know if you hear me,
Hello, if you want to be near,
Let me know,
And I'll never let you go

Hey love,
When you ask what I feel, I say love,
When you ask how I know, I say trust,
And if that's not enough,

It's every little thing you do,
That makes me fall in love with you,
There isn't a way that I can show you,
Ever since I've come to know you,
It's every little thing you say,
That makes me wanna feel this way,
There's not a thing that I can point to,
'Cause it's every little thing you do,

Don't ask why,
Let's just feel what we feel,
'Cause sometimes,
It's the secret that keeps it alive,
But if you need a reason why

It's every little thing you do,
That makes me fall in love with you,
There isn't a way that I can show you,
Ever since I've come to know you,
It's every little thing you say,
That makes me wanna feel this way,
There's not a thing that I can point to,
'Cause it's every little thing you do.

Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?,
Does it really matter why I love you?,
Anywhere there's a crowd, you stand out,
Can't you see why they can't ignore you,
If you wanna know,
Why I can't let go,
Let me explain to you,
That every little dream comes true,
With every little thing you do

It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way

-Westlife


god,i've always loved this song.and it makes me want to cry everytime i hear it.

currently listening to : Kris Allen-Live Like We're Dying



i shouldnt have written the previous post yesterday if i knew i was going to spend new year's eve at home -_- but nevermind.

currently downloading Tyler Hilton's songs on limewire.and texting Amalina,talking about Jehan Miskin.okay,lame,i know.but i cant help liking him.we cant help liking him.haha.

2009 is coming to an end already.aww.tomorrow's the 31st.surprisingly,you know i was actually feeling scared about it,but as 2010 comes nearer,im like looking forward to it.a new beginning,shall we say.

i know that i should wait to post the last day of 2009 tomorrow,all those memories and stuff,but i dont think i will be going online tomorrow.who knows what would actually comes up kan.so *deep breath* here goes;

okay,what shall i say about 2009 eh.definitely not one of the best years ive had,but i think its worth remembering.like all those sweat and tears,all those failures.those fights,haha.

this year i actually made quite a lot of new friends.and i grew closer to some people as well.which is very nice.and i got more freedom from ze parents,unlike those years before that.okay,you know what,im stuck.im still figuring out what to write.

okay.highlights of the year;
form 4,would be the first one.i still remember how chaotic it was,on the first week of school.those changing classes thing,and me getting food poisoning,that was unbelievable.haha.form 4 had been nice,and challenging as well.i actually liked my class,and my classmates.they're a bunch of silly,laid back,amazing people,who love nothing more than having fun.and the teachers.haha.total culture shock weh.add math,those science subjects.hmmph.i know that next year would be very very different,with SPM and all.and im totally gonna miss being in form 4,getting scoldings from teachers for not getting good grades,getting scoldings even on the first day of school itself.i guess next year everyone would be pretty serious in everything,no more last minute practical reports and all.haha.form 4 had definitely been a shock for me,and it actually made me think more about my future,like,do you think i should be this and that,yadaa yadaa.

band.
hmm.to tell you the truth,maybe i was actually dissapointed for not getting any posts for next year,because,well,its my last year,i need those certs and all.but im looking on the positive side of it.im sure that something good will turn out afterall.next year would be hectic.with band competition and those other events.it'll be our last year,as a marching band,and i know,all of us are going to work our asses off for the competition.with Surachet,or without Surachet.just thought it would be awesome if Surachet could be our tutor.just look at Satriwitthaya,they won didnt they?haha.but i'll be glad to help,if im needed,thats for sure.

im gonna miss those band camps,those late night practices and of course,this year's concert.band camp was dead awesome this year.concert too,despite all the difficulties we had,along the way.we pulled it off :) remember those moments we cried together,before and after the concert? haih,im gonna miss that.and hearing Annabelle saying to me what a great job we'd done,well,that made my night.and remember those prep talks we had? im gonna miss that too.but maybe Elisa will continue doing it next year.

okay,i cant really write everything here kan.haha.this post will be too long then,and you guys would be bored to death reading it.

i think,the best highlight of the year,despite every single bad thing that has happened this year,would be you. i didnt actually ask for it to happen,but it did.all by itself.and i cant say that i aint grateful for that,because you know,no one could actually make me smile the way i would smile,when i talk to you.i dont want to talk much about it,but im just going to say that you mean a lot to me,and i really really value the friendship we have.

okay,enough.alaa,i wanted this post to be the touching kind of post,but its actually different when you write it on the eve itself.that would be more touching.but wtv.

i'm gonna miss going out.boys hunting dan sebagainya.i have a feeling that i wont be able to go out much next year,thanks to my dad.i'm not gonna miss those giggling,gossiping moments in class,because well,we cant stop that,can we?haha.those things are like,a must in every girl's life.so scratch that.

oh,i really hope 2010 would be a good year.seriously.last year in high school = last year as a school student.imagine how big of a deal that is.not for some people,but for me it is.okay,i shall not talk about it now.wait till next year,after SPM finishes.

im gonna stop writing now.words cant actually describe what im feeling at this very moment.its like,there's so many things to write,but i cant seem to be able to put them in words.so its better if i stop here.

ps: i actually have 3 new resolutions for next year.harith doesnt believe in them -_- he says that resolutions are just promises that are meant to be broken.or something like that,i cant remember.okay,fine,maybe you were right,i dont know.but i think that im going to break my 3rd resolution already.and 2010 hasnt even arrived yet.okay,maybe the resolution is like pretty stupid,but hey at least i have one,kan.haha.

ooh,wait,i think i owe you guys an apology.sorry if i have ever done anything that might have hurt you in any way.i didnt mean it,even if i did,i'm still sorry.lets forget all those bad things and start all over again,yeah :D

xx

i can not wait for tomorrow :D terasa rindu dekat angie pulak ;) angie,i wanna hug you tomorrow.haha

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